La vita bella

Why?

I know I’m not supposed to be back on tumblr until tomorrow at noon when all my work is turned in and exams are taken but WHY?

I always get a flu at the most inopportune time possible. I had my last practice, a paper to write, and a Criminology exam to study for.
I had a Friday to enjoy with some noodles with Adam and a date with someone and it’s all gonna be harder to enjoy because of this flu.
Already sore from 2 hours of tackling drills, and I’m so tired. I have turf burn on my left knee, sore calves, a strained right foot muscle, a sprained wrist, and muscle tightness in my entire torso. So frustrated I don’t even know how to vent without exerting too much energy.

Sorry my first entry back on tumblr is a whine-fest. I hope I can play this Saturday in the Battle for Baltimore Rugby match though, tackle some UMBC dudes. Anyways, since I somehow got everything I wanted to whine about, I’m going back to writing my paper on the Racial Middle and Reshaping Racist Ideology from the Middle. 

Just have to sit through this 50 minute Anthropology class and it’s the fucking weekend!

Sad but I can’t even sleep in on a bloody Saturday because of tomorrow’s game against Navy. I don’t even mind the conditioning, the practices, the workouts, I just don’t wanna wake up at 7AM. Fuckkkkkkkk

I feel pathetic.

I couldn’t climb up and down the bed.

My legs quiver going down the stairs.

I hobble through the halls and I take the elevator as opposed to a flight of steps.

I don’t know if I can make it to practice.

I don’t know why I torture myself with rugby.